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how do you convince yourself that when someone doesn't love you the same or as much as you love them, that maybe, they aren't the one for you?
when you feel something that is so strong and deep, that it hurts a little bit
a good and bad pain
A feeling that's so strong and that you can't shake, you know's its a real feeling, because it feels very real.
but what does it all mean?
when everything else goes against the grain.
what do you do when your mind and your heart conflict?
When your head says one thing, but your heart and all the feelings within you do something different.
What do you do.
the constant battle between yourself, your heart, your mind and your being.?
how do we let go and move on?
how do we fight our demons and look past the ugly feelings that want to bring us down?
no one wants to be alone.
but no one really wants to really settle either.
I hope to be true to myself.
god I hope, if i'm going to be true to at least one person i know.
may it be myself
ahhh, but usually it shall be the first one that I try to fool
but i try to be true
and i hope that you do too.

Against The Grain - City And Colour